Hello, how low?
“The most vicious lie
of all is the sort wherein we lie to our self and never ever give up on it and
keep on carrying it to the very extent where we cannot hold it within us and
that is when we create this very fake image of our self in our as well as in
our friends’ minds’- but when this fake mask breaks off, the aftereffects of it
are more than just destructive. The way our shadow leaves our side is so much
more than just an illusion that one can never try and understand how it takes a
toll as to how it starts affecting our life style and our way of addressing our
self to others around us.
“An illusion is worth
to be in the being only till the time it serves as the source of entertainment
and that too, just to us”- the moment it turns into a battlefield, all the fun
is gone and dead forever because the consequences are gonna be very costly and
well, might be mind numbing in a few cases too. You might think you are of the
sort of the ‘one-man army’ but you have your shadow with yourself- which guards
you against your own negativity, saves you from the very worst phases of life
where you might feel like you are not alone but it takes time to let it sink in
that yes- the end is near. And trust me, when that very protective shield of
your own self is gone, there isn’t nothing which can help you with yourself and
that very destructive mind of yours which can trigger things in a way no one
can ever imagine of.
The moment it turns
into the reality, the fun of it being a real thing is gone- that is the very
irony we live in and eventually succumb to it in the end. The kinda reality
which we think does not exist in our mind or our world- the very little world
we live in because we all have this very habit of never reflecting upon things
according to the situations but to how we might be expecting the things to turn
out as. According to us, that’s what the real reality is- that’s the ultimate
truth and every aspect it deals with is also the one and only factual reality!
Our minds have started functioning in a way where it makes us question our self
worth and our very existence and well it basically leaves a negative remark on
both our minds and soul because it affects us!
The only myth lies in a
truth you speak when you try and be so much more than just confident and try
not to drag it up but not everything is supposed to go according to your wish
or so now will it? So what you do is try and the only thing you know and cover
it up with such a story which is not even close to a version you might ever
know. How much was it even worth to kill that very part of you which you wanted
to get rid of but you did- in a way or two- or did you not? Myths lie in those
moments where you fail to maintain an eye contact with the one you are
conversing, with the one who is listening to your plea; with the one whom you are
trying to seek help but he fails to offer you the kinda help you are looking
for.
Just like the sadness
of the very summertime speaks through your eyes and the paleness of your
breathe- I realise you might be looking for the correct person in the wrong
one. You think being surrounded by all of everyone and anyone will help you get
rid of your melancholy, being around someone will heal the wounds and their
scars which time has given off to you- the pain will end. The cold wind flowing
around you freezes your soul and not your skin, kills your strength and not your
weakness. Because you think so much so that you exhaust your brain, and basically your soul too in a way, you fail to focus on
that very basic point in life where you start to lose that very essence in
reality and also in the basics of humanity.
